I try to make it through my life
In my way
There is you
I try to make it through these lies
That’s all I do

Just don't deny it
Just don't deny it
And deal with it
Yeah deal with it

You tried to break me
You wanna break me
Bit by bit
That’s just part of you

If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care,
I don't care,
And all the things you left behind,
I don't care,
I don't care

I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But you’re all I see right through
That’s all they do
Im getting tired of this shit
I got no room when inside this
But if you wanted me just deal with it

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I feel so empty. This song reminds me of me. This song IS me. I'm against myself. I hate myself for how I am. I know I sound like you, but I hate myself for totally different reasons...I can't do anything. Nothing at all. Nothing for you. The one I love...I'm being held back from you and it's not fair. I'm being pulled under and I can't breathe. I love you so much. You don't even understand. I want to be with you. To be able to touch you everyday; to kiss you; to hug you; to love you and just be with you...It hurts so much. I don't know where all of this is coming from. I need you so much. I feel so empty and alone. And I know I'm being selfish because I'm NOT alone...I have my friends WITH me, but you don't...And I feel so terrible. Just...I don't know. Nothing matters anymore. I know you tell me to focus on school, but it's so hard when I know that I still have three more years. Three. That's going to feel like a lifetime of pain if I don't have you with me. But I know that I can make it as long as it leads to you...But I just wish that people would listen to me; to you; to US. We know how we feel...And it's real. It's not some "little teenage crush." I just wish that I could see you just once...SOON. Then maybe that would give me hope. Hope until the next time I'll be able to see you. Hope for the future...But, it's impossible, because if some people don't want me to be with you, it'll be even harder. There seems to be no support what-so-ever on either sides. I just feel so helpless. I can't do anything for you. And I just wish that I could. Because of my age, everything's wrong. I can't see you because of my location. I can't be with you because of my age. Everything's my fault...If I were dead or alive, would you care? Would you care...? I...I love you...And I always will...It just hurts, is all. I want to be with you. I want you all to myself. I don't care, I don't care.