i don't get it.you get all depressed and say that you don't deserve me, and that i can do better, and you get me all upset and alone-feeling, but then you come back saying that you love me and you make me feel all happy and whole again, but then you go back and say that i "rather other people" and that it's "better for me" and that i should "stop associating with you", because you only "bring pain to me"? no. stop it. i am not hurting...well...i am, but not the way you're thinking. i hurt when you tell me that i need to stop LYING and that i shouldn't love you anymore. it's like, what?? that's impossible. i can't stop loving you. you are my everything, david nguyen. i love you soo much, and that's what hurts. i can't be with you when you doubt me. i can't show you that what i'm saying is true. but, honestly, sweetie, if i didn't love you, why would i even bother trying to prove it? that'd be a waste of time on my part. i don't like wasting time. i take action. and i have. it's just that it hasn't been set in motion yet. and, no, you are NOT a waste of my time. i worry about you and i care about you and want to talk to you because i love you. i never want to lose you. look, i'm sorry that you can't trust me like you used to, if ever...but c'mon, i still trust you, angel. i trust you because i LOVE you. i'm not giving up on you because i UNDERSTAND you. you're not...well...you're not very confident in yourself, and you don't have faith in yourself because you put yourself down all the time. but, david, i have faith in you. i have hope for the future, and i believe in you. that you can do anything. i love you so much. and i would give anything to be with you right now to tell you that in person. but, i can't...i can only say it in writing...and it's up to you to let go and believe me, or hold a grudge and not only bring yourself down, but also the one who loves you more than anything...
please believe me.
i'm not forcing you to...
nor am i begging you...
but i'm not lying to you.
and i'm not tricking you.
with all of my heart, i love you.
love,
your autumn
I LOVE YOU DAVID NGUYEN.
Hurt
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☆゜・。 一期一会 。・゜☆
do i know you?? : )
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Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. Surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine. Just hold me tight, lay by my side...Would you smother me?
I
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Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. Surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine. Just hold me tight, lay by my side...Would you smother me?
I
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☆゜・。 一期一会 。・゜☆
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Tread softly because you tread on my dreams
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☆゜・。 一期一会 。・゜☆
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☆゜・。 一期一会 。・゜☆
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Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. Surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine. Just hold me tight, lay by my side...Would you smother me?
I
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